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Hello! I'm Lotus! This blog is my creative outlet for things like photo edits, 3D Renders and art. It's also my digital journal for expressing whatever is on my mind.
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About Me
𐔌 . Birthday⋮ September 10th 2002.ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱
ּ֯ . ❥ ּ֯ ┆꒰ Virgo .ᐟ ꒱
✮`,— Chinese Zodiac: Horse.ᐟ.ᐟ
꙳🎧𓏽 Vocaloid Fan since 2010⸜ ෆ ⸝🎧
꒰ Dr. Pepper Lover ♡ ,, ꒱
⊹₊🔥Spicy food lover⋆。°✩
︠❀Fav. Flavor is coconut🥥̰︢𖦹
.・🍨︴Neapolitan girl ✰
⋆˚࿔ Anime lover since 2006 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
✮ ⋆ ˚。𖦹 First anime: Inuyasha⋆。°✩
✃𓄧Horror fan꒷꒦
⋆♱.˚⊹. ࣪𓉸 ࣪Fav. scary movie: Hereditary⊹˚⋆♱
🧝🗡️OG OOT FAN!🏹🛡️
ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦇Batman Fan་༘࿐
̸/̸̅̅ ̆̅ ̅̅ ̅̅Red Hood & Nightwing Fan𓆩𓆪
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Log #1
9/18/2026, 2:52 AM PST
There's a niche Roleplay Community on Roblox called KUV. Nobody knows what it stands for, but the closest guess is 'K-pop Uncanny Valley.' Anyways, it's a Roblox Roleplay Community based around Kpop, Jpop or any sort of idol roleplay. They do a lot of MVs, some 'selling' outfits, face decals (which is what some of the face decals I made were for), ENT (Entertainment), and label, Discord servers that help make girl and/or boy groups, curate a 'fanbase' around these groups, do survival shows and other things relating to Idol roleplay.
I've been in and out of this community for a year. It's very cute to me. I enjoy seeing the outfits people make, some faces and a few MVs I like.
But that's all there is to do sadly.
It's not like other Roleplay Communities in Roblox where there are servers that offer a wide array of events. If you want to do the actual 'roleplaying'—for example: wanting to be an idol or join a girl group—you would have to 'apply' to be a 'Trainee' at these 'Labels' and 'ENTs'.
It's like trying to get a job, except the people checking your applications are a bunch of thirteen year olds who probably have gotten into mindless arguments with strangers over their bias.
That's where we get issues. (⸝⸝⩌ ⤙ ⩌⸝⸝)
Any community you join is gonna have some form of drama. In the case of the KUV community, not only are they discriminatory based on how you dress, whether you can type lyrics (which are basically decorated discord bios), what kind of face you use and, I'm not joking, the color of your skin.
Yup. Racism. All done between a bunch of Middle to Highschool kids.
Needless to say, I slowly lost interest. I usually make 'Idol OCs' that I probably won't use, random fits here and there, or give away free faces whenever I'm in the mood to draw them. I'm also in a few KUV servers that are pretty chill and make beautiful animations, some even do fun events which I occassionally participate in. As far as 'roleplaying' goes though, I rarely do any, not like there is any 'roleplaying' being done.
If you want to try it out yourself, just look up RH Dance Studio on Roblox or—If you want to have the full toxic experience—look up KOYA Dance Studio. KOYA is where more 'grown' people of the KUV Community hang out in, but they are much more immature, discriminatory, and do inappropriate behavior that is not suited for a platform whose main audience is children.
If you want to avoid unnecessary stress and drama with a bunch of teenagers.
Take this as your warning! (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
[excuse any writing errors, I edited this like three times] (ᵕ•᷄ ᴗ•᷅ )
Log #2
9/22/2026, 2:14 AM PST
My Recipe for Potato Salad!
Ingredients:
- Vlasic sweet relish
- Prego basil pesto
- Onion
- Eggs
- Potatoes
- Mayo (either regular, kewpie, both or whatever you have on hand)
- Mustard
- Onion powder
- Garlic Powder
- Pepper
- Paprika (smoked paprika, if you have it)
[There are no measurements, so season with your heart, but if you need a tip, season until it starts to become fragrant.]
Directions:
1. Boil water. (Two pots, if you can.)
2. While you wait for water(s) to boil, cut potatoes into cubes (preferably with the skin on)
3. Once water(s) are boiling, place eggs in one pot and cubed potatoes in another.
4. Boil eggs for about seven minutes
5. Boil potatoes for about ten to fifteen minutes or until they are soft.
6. While eggs and potatoes are boiling, finely dice your onion(s)
7. Once eggs are boiled, place them into an ice cold bowl of water.
8. Once potatoes are soft, drain water and place into a bowl.
9. As eggs cool, in your bowl of potatoes, add in mayo, mustard, sweet relish, pesto, diced onions, onion powder, garlic powder, pepper, and paprila
10. Once eggs are cool, peel them then cut and add with them to the mixture.
11. Start mixing them together.
12. Either eat fresh or after they are chilled in the fridge!